Payachi

I feel like I'm drowning this person I know I feel like she's holding on but I'm letting go. I don't want to hurt her I just want to wait. You cannot choose who you love it all depends on fate But as I wait here, I forget the pain that she must suffer so when I turn and walk away, her battle becomes tougher. What kind of horrid boy am I? to drown this girl with pain If I had to wait this long, I think I'd go insane I'd almost bid her to give up I may never make my mind forever confused in my little world should she leave me behind? Don't think I don't know the pain that haunts her from inside. Someday I will awaken, And

It's all Relative outside of Eden No motion, no change, no law nor proof of love, nor assurance that there is even life out of Eden What beautiful grand deception I don't even know for sure if the temptation is over yet though, I'm positive it's begun Why stray from the perfect path for a detestable broken apple, mangy, tainted, and fested with worms and disease and poison But all lay underneath a waxy crimson veneer the lovely sweet promise voluptuous fruit, deadly First bite, what a surprise tis venom from a serpent a second bite, addiction deceit drips down my chin Banned from this paradise but was it my fault is inev

In response to the words I've read reply to words needed to be said And to these words I shall agree but not till understanding finds me I cannot hide from thine emotion I wish to share with thou the notion- the combination of hope and shame alone I am, and can remain. Until the day that all is clear the words ye say, I mustn't hear for now I can't have complication I won't decide in despiration But, yet, know this, you're not alone lost and cold and far from home risking all, these cursed feelings praying reality mimics dreaming And I shall wait by frozen brook hoping for answers that Doubt took and when the frost doth mell

In the morning the droll sourness vanishes fresh as the day, and spicy is the scent. The tenderness all but dissolves for noon, another surprise the grande finale to lunch. I feel the cavities of the disc a sweet herb slowly lingers I'm ready for a challenge. red and white spiral so familiar pull the twists and comfort is opened. but a consequence to the silent euphoria a loved one bids "gasuntheit." A sharp frangrance welcomes a warm laugh a friend asks she is handed a peppermint.                           6/3/03

On a day such as this,             when the sky beckons me            the gray wind pushes forward           its face is overcast.                                             The wind dances with your hair     I wish to join the midnight bliss Your fair countenance looks back   is it me you expected?  please,                                       Never could I gather the will to   speak to the soft-skinned angel.   Delicate, dark complexion                                             I have admired your nature         silent, unafraid, beautiful, wise I know not your name               Will I speak to her today?